Monday, November 3, 2008
9:26 PM
Out from hospital..11.30 till 5am waiting to see the doctor..Take money fast but service so slow..Let me waited in pain..Unlucky night for me..Sian..
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Monday, October 13, 2008
11:10 PM
Few more minutes to my birthday..14 Oct 08 seems normal and no one celebrate for me..Take care everyone..
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
2:05 AM
Today so tired after work..Today time pass so slow..My mind not concentrating on what i am doing..Thinking of things and chef come ask me"Are you ok"..He said i look sad today..Am i?Maybe i am just disappointed ba..Sometimes i ask god why my life is so tough..And the answer will be"You will went through everything so to guide others out to walk the correct path"..Then how about my happiness..I care for people and who the hell to come care for me..I love her so much and and i get back is nothing..Now i still care for someone and i just dont feel that she will have a space for me in heart..She is a happy girl as she is blessed to have a lots of friend around her..For me i have nothing..Others to her is much important than me..HAix..I really dont know what to do next..Someone please guide me through..I am tired of helping people liao..I am always the one to get shit..Damn..
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
12:39 AM
Today clean the cooking area..Un screw everything and wash..I rushed home in order to msn 1 person..Lucky she is online still..Just found out that she is not ok yesterday but i thought that she wont want to talk to me..Knowing it make me feel sad..But there is another matter that make me feel worse..All i hope is her to be fine..For all the while i never said i like her but to me i dont believe in just saying words..You have to let the person feel it without telling her that you like her..If she can feel it means that u use heart and effort to make her happy or cheer her up..I am someone who are not good in talking and english so to me sweet talk is only my 3%..All have to use action to proof..Never thought that she will be the one i feel so close with and i can feel open to talk to her..I just hope she get to read my post and by understanding what i am going to pass her the message..Only from here she can understand my feeling and how i feel sad for her whenever she got into problems..To me there is alot of guys that is after her but i think one day she will understand de..
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
2:50 AM
Tonight went for drinking and get myself drunk..Talk to a close friend of all our unhappiness..Now still feeling dizzy but just a lot to write..Eveyone have different life and occur different problems..I have lots of problem and tonight i said it out..Being a chef is hard..We meet lots of people with weird character..Now i only wish to be with someone i love and settle down..My close bro encourage me and ask me not to walk back the wrong path..Girl i do not know that i like you so much..I do not know whether u like me a not..Please believe in me and trust me..I will be a truthful person and wont let you get hurt..I hope you will like me too..I just do not know how to express myself to you..I am thinking whether i fit to be your boyfriend a not..I am just lack of confident and hope you can pull me up and continue this journey together..Thank you bro for accompany me to chat..Still wondering the girl is who?Slowly guess ba..I hope she will know..Signing off already..Take care all my friends and bro..
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Friday, July 25, 2008
12:46 AM
1.The last person to tag you is...
Ena of cos..
2.Your relationship with him/her is...
To me she is special and lovely..Her present make me happy..Love her a lot..
3.Your first impression of him/her...
Someone kind and cute..
4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you...
Be there for me..Tell me what to do and change my mind set..Thank a lot to that someone!
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you...
7/4/08-11.02.35pm-i will be worried
I will celebrate birthday with u!
6.If he/she become your lover,you will...
Treasure her and never leave her..I will be the most happier person in the world!
7.If he/she become your lover,he/she has to improve on will be...
Let me know whenever you are sad or emo so i can be there for you and lend you my shoulder to tears all
you need till you feel better..
8.If he/she become your enemy,you will...
End my life secretly
9.If he/she become your enemy,the reasons will be...
It wont happen,because i believe in her..
10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now..
Be with her and make her smile..
11.Your overall impression of him/her...
Someone special and important in life..
12.How you think people around you will feel about you...
Some hate me and some like me..Most importantly is i do the things i think is right..
13.The character you love of yourself are...
I concern a lot for others but not myself..
14.On the contrary,the character you hate of yourself are...
I always sad and emo because i am hurt in a relationship badly..I lose my confident..
15.The most ideal person you want to be is...
Myself..I take back my confident..
16.For the people that care and like you,say something to them...
To all brothers who encourage me and my school mate that is there with me..Thank a lot..Ena thank you..
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you...
-Ena
-Dennis
-Juliana
-Frieda
-Banana
-Pinheng
-Guishan
-Amelia
-Mum
-Dad
18.Who is the no 6 having relationship with...
No one at the moment..But she do not know the person i like is who..As i can said..So near yet so far..No other girls..
19.Is no 9 a male or female...
Ena always smile and i hope she can stay strong..
20.If no7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing?
Of cos it wont be a answer for this..It is the same person!
21.What is no 2 studying about?
Diploma in tourism and resort management
22.When was the last time you had a chat with no 3?
Minutes ago when she told me that she have this quiz for me..
23.What kind of music band does no 8 like?
For me to know for you to find out..
24.Does no 1 have any siblings?
I think no..I will ask her..
25.Will you woo no 3?
If she can accept me i am willing..
26.How about no 7?
Same as no 25
27.Is no 4 single?
Yes but i do not know she got fall in love with others a not..
28.What is the surname of no 5?
Ho
29.What's the hobbies of no 4?
Sleeping!And Shopping..
30.Does no 5 and 9 get along well?
Ok ah..Hope it become better and better..
31.Where is no 2 studying at?
Singapore poly..
32.Talk something casually about no 1...
U are always there and i am here..If you need me i will cross over to be by your side..Miss you forever..U will always be in my heart..
33.Have you tried developing feeling for no 8?
Already have feeling for her for long..
34.Where does no 9 live at?
Cementi
35.What colour does n0 4 like?
Not sure..Sometimes mood can let someone like different colour each day..
36.Are no 5 and 1 best friend?
No answer for this..
37.Does no 7 like no 2?
Same person how to like..Omg
38.How did you get to know no 2?
In friendster
39.Does no 1 have any pets?
I am not so sure..
40.Is no 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Yes!
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
12:55 AM
Get back my internet at last..Get screw by the chef and few day things never go on smoothly..I miss all my friend and ena..Ena never reply my message for 2 days already..Hmm..Went around check update and friendster and email..For weeks my internet down and now alot of things to arrange..Now feeling emo because i think of something that i wish to have for very long..To give up or not to give up..I like her or dont like her..But everytime things that happened to her,it matter me a lot..I concern a lot and wish to be by her side..But i cant show her that i love her..Haix..I can feel that she is in love with 1 guy already..I cant explain my feeling now..Bitter and pain..Why cant things go smoothly..Now i am waiting and see my luck..Only 5% i can get her..She is moving further away..Hope she can know how i feel..God i just need 1 her and i will treasure it..Help me please..I am upset for days..I really do love her..Forgive me and give me a chance..
Love Less~
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