Thursday, January 31, 2008
7:49 PM
Meet up with Guishan and chao then Gla and ahyong come lately Boris and lim xuan reached..PLay with the beebee(Rabit)..Then a while we went home..Like about 6.45pm..Chao act hero la..Punch somemore la..Now hand like that happy liao la..But hope he faster recover la..Next time anything relax and think 1st..For me also yesterday like that,today tried to talk and soon things will settled..
Signing off here already..Take care Chao and all my brothers..
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
11:13 PM
Same thing today..Went to meet chao then we talk about serious thingy..Then after that i whole day very quiet..No one even mind to talk to me..All talking about their topic..When have this and that..At last i stay calm and really think back..From the day i meet chao and the time we started everything..I am the odd one out now..Everyone seems having their own problem..No longer like last time where we care for each other..All go play pool then never even ask me..Take me as what..Yes la dislike dark side la..Today all talking then left me out..Take it all my fault la..I am thinking..Brother so long..Heng you sian or wat i come find u..Now a little thing brother said no more then no more..I know i have wrong but u think i really mean it..I will never want any of my brothers to die de..Lim xuan also la..Take what i post to make fun..Think funny ah..I know now all together i extra la..Just let u all know la..From start till now anyone got problem i always will help de..Just go and think what u all treat me now..No longer like last time already..My thinking all want to help but no one understand..I said something just take it as i talking rubbish..Ask something then said i scare la what la..
I dont know la..Just now i really very stress and tired liao..Pushing me to my limit already..What u all want said la..Just thing i got do anything to you all a not..Said want solve problem then i stay but in the end i get no answer back..U think i want like this..I DONT..I really cannot take it already..U all ask chao this and that he answer u all..I ask only sometimes answer sometimes no answer..
Now everyone have their own thing to stress..I here said then over..U all want dulan me or what i nothing to say..Wanna said out face to face de..But i know confirm no one listen de..U all just go think la..I know i nothing to u all la..Anything no need me liao..
Friends are friends..Brothers are brothers..Who good to u all or bad to u all..Use heart to see la..I no need said so much de..If u think i said just tell me..Take care all..
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12:33 AM
Reach the restaurant at 7am..Almost late..Everyday have to wake up at 5am lor..Sian..Then in kitchen under 2.30om then clean kitchen and then go down seatosa..Sound to have fun right?But too bad..I am not..Help teacher work..Then found out that seatosa having beach party..I think is the company SAP..My station damn busy..Indian vegetable food so much people like to eat..I top up so many times..Run on the beach here to there dont know how many times..The girls there wear angel wings so pretty lor..My friend keep saying..The those wearing crew shirt the also nice..But i never go see or care..Dont even have time to rest..9.30pm we start packing up..The band power de.."HIGH DEFINATION"..Their song really make the whole crowd dance..Good experience and tiring day for me..Now i know know outside and restaurant service is so different..Reach home at 12plus..Bath liao then now blog lor..Single seh..Earth have things i have to finish it..Stress..I dont know what is it..
Heng when will u be back..Really miss u..
I cant think of anything..I cant stop myself..I have to continue..The path i take i have no turning back..No matter what i will make sure everyone is safe..I should end here..Take care everyone..
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Monday, January 28, 2008
11:44 PM
Went to city hall station at 6.35am..Walk to funan mall and reach the restaurant at 6.45am..The kitchen quite small..In the kitchen till 2.30..Pack up and wash the kitchen till 3plus then take mrt go back jurong east meet GuiShan,Layhoon and Baozhen..Then soon later more of them come..Slack Slack Talk talk..Today heard about something then even more stress..Haix..Talk to Nas and i am thinking of something..I no need to say out..Chao should know what i am thinking..Everyone safe can le..I have make up my mind..So many couple now..Too much things happened already..Time to make it to the end..Think of heng i feel sad..Think of nas i very stress..Think of family i very fan..Think of school things i very dulan..Think of relationship things i dont know what to say..
Fate have chosen the right person..God bless them all..The path is clear..There is no turning back..I have nothing much to worried..I am alone in my own world..No one understand..No one enters..Keeping quiet is all i can do..No one cares..Everyone have their own topic..I just have to just stop asking question i do things that i think is right..1 have to sacrifice and 1 have to go..All have to survive till the last battle..
No one really understand what is deep in my heart..So just dont think that i am not stress..I kept too much things already..Time comes everyone will know..All i have to say is everyone do take care of yourself..No matter what happened or how much time left we have just treasure it..Bye..:(
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12:17 AM
Today went to find Chao and Guishan they all..Meet liao never tell me..Went over and i am damn blur..I lost my way..Then GuiShan come find me..Pei them walk here and there..Then go plaza sing walk walk..BaoZhen and me go buy Sushi and eat..Damn hungry..They all go eat never wait for me..But never mind..I today eat alot lor..11 dollar lor..Then before tat brought 4 bread to eat..Confirm fat already..Then that Chao ah..Funny la..First see him no balls..We decided to take bus..We Drop at one place and take another bus..Then we waited for Chao and amelia la..Take damn long..
Congrats to the new born couple=>Chaox and Amelia..
Chao will take good care of her ba..Everyone support him..I told him that he will suceed still go count then said will get rejected..U believe u can u can..U dont believe in yourself u forever cant get your goal..Feel happy for them..Boonmin i understand what u mean already..Thank for talking to me..We miss alot of bus because of them 2..Then we take bus51..Have fun in the bus..See them sit together and hit each other..Half way i feeling not right..But they dont know..Losing control of myself but i manage to pull back..I am tearing for a while in the bus and i am in the darkness..Stress..Reach library bus stop and went to meet up Nas and Boris..Help Nas with his math Qn and then a while go home with XiaoLongMao..At home now..12.52 and i am feeling strange..I am shivering again..My head very pain..Time to stop here..REally have to rest..
Heng wish u will be back soon..Really want u back as my brother..I have been down after seeing u tears..Forgive me..I dont mean it..Sorry:(
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
10:54 PM
Today meet up with heng at 1pm then we go arcade..Have our lunch at long john and went to K-Pool..After that GuiShan come..I am to pass message to heng but in the end..Haix..I should have told him guishan coming down but at that point i am confuse..After that heng went home..Guishan came and meet me and XiaoIvan..We went down long john then go over Duck rice coffee shop..I am talking to Shan about heng..Talk talk talk then walk back long john..I saw heng then he look at me..I thought nothing will happened but he very dulan with me..He know i told Guishan what he told me..Maybe i have said something wrong but i dont mean it..I also dont know which part i said wrongly..Heng SAid Brother till today and he walk off..I never want this to happened de.."Brother" so long said no more then no more..After that we went over to science centre when boris.lim xuan and WeiChao reached..I sat alone and think..I am sad that heng and me like tat..See his tears mine drop too..I am damn stress out..I wanted him to be ok in the end like that..Haix
PinHeng i am sorry..I am at fault not to inform u that GuiShan is coming down..I dont know how to tell u..Hope that we will meet up someday again..Maybe now u wont want to talk to me..I still treat u as my brother like i treated everyone in this group..Take care heng..I am REally sorry..:(
Slack at science centre and rest..Listen to song and talk talk..Gary.barney then come over..Reach 10.20 me and lim xuan went home..Lim xuan going home to change and go down meet them again..For now i just dont know how to explain to heng..I lose too much things..I cant lose my friends and brothers anymore..For the thing i done please forgive me..I let u guys down..:(
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11:06 AM
Testing so that i can see "preview"
BaNanA^_^
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