Monday, April 28, 2008
1:31 AM
So long never update..Everyday school and go car practice..Lots of project to do..Meet up with heng,xiao ivan and shan at je..Keep losing snooker and nowadays hardly gt time to meet up with them..Hope they understand..There have some argue with chao..Hope everthing will be fine after few weeks..I have fault also but also no need said me until so...Haix..Alot of thing to rush this month..Went for interview hope they call me back to interview 2nd time..
Maybe u think it is best to leave..Maybe u think that guy is worth much more then me..Maybe i just cant let it go..Maybe i have no time for u..Maybe i am not a good person to u..Maybe i cant give u everything u need..Maybe i am the one in wrong..So much maybe but it is not fair to me..I done my very best yet no return..Why everything process is like this..Day without u is so bored..Memories just keep flowing in my mind..I tried to keep it out of my mind but it return again..What should i do..U just throw me aside..U never think how much pressure i am under..Not everything i can said out within days..I go your own way and think u are right and never even care about my feeling..I have no choice but to accept it..It is very long ever we met the 1st time..When i saw the place we went before only pain in my heart..But u will never care anymore or maybe happily with another guy..This world is so unfair..I tried being a good stead but things just make me disappointed and sad..I am all alone now..I dont know what to say anymore..Haix..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
