Monday, June 30, 2008
9:45 PM
Going attachment soon..Maybe she is someone i found that i can talk to and share my problem with..But i can see that i have to go but i wont forget her..Her present to me will stay on..Maybe soon or later she will find someone capable to be with her..I ever thought that she may be my last choice but seems like it is all a dream..The happy moment is like going to end..I just hope that she is always happy and cheerful..No one bully her or anything..Knowing her i am very happy already..Have to let go is a real pain in heart..Maybe she never know how i feel..But i never fail to make her laugh..Since you came into my life i am laughing and happy..Now things are getting back to normal..If only you can be by my side forever and that is my last one..Every time i went to your blog and read..There is lots of guy concerned about you..I want to make things different..But i cant make you concentrate on me..Nice picture on blog as in your smile..Knowing that you are happy and have someone to accompany you..I feel happy for you..Anything you can still find me..As i promise that i will always make you laugh and be your listening ear..Take good care girl..
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
2:41 AM
I am not in the good mood..Love 1 is a sin to me..Leaving me is a punishment for me..What the hell the god want..Stop all bull shit..I have enough game already..I want the girl i like..Do not step in my way again..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
Saturday, June 14, 2008
12:48 AM
Get to know Ena and ever seems she get to chat with me i feel better..I have that kind of feeling like we know each other for very long..But she got a lot of guys wooing her okay..I wont even stand a place to win her heart..But she is a good person la..Happy talking to her..And she is back safety..Ever since the last one i kind of scare to start another one..Who to pull me in again..Have to wait and see..Ena miss u k..hahas..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
Monday, June 9, 2008
2:42 AM
Thinking of the past again..No longer have chance to walk the path together..No longer hear your voice..No longer saw you..If only i can take back my words..But i think everything is too late..Now still trying to pull myself back from the darkness..No one to Question me anymore..Why always like this..No one know how pain is my heart..Once is her and now another one..Bad memories..Now you all so happy with your life..I think she also meet some guys already..Never mind..I should stop here..
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Friday, June 6, 2008
1:37 AM
Last time we chat one phone and u share your problem with me..Now you have stead and leave me alone..Everything changes and i hate this days..Everyone close to me now all gone when they dont need me anymore..Sian..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
Sunday, June 1, 2008
12:46 AM
Here to update..Just come home from my grandma house..See her leg hardly walk feel bad..She always treat me and my 2 cousin very good..Hope she can recover..Think of 1 person i know long ago..Just have to say it is a waste that they cant be together..Why let that guy stead with her..I know she wont love me so i want to help my cousin and keep pulling them together..In the end we both gain nothing..She is a good girl just hope she will take care of herself..Today also went for snooker with denise,pinheng and my cousin came to find me..Pinheng snooker and pool power la..I think i need train 1 more year then can play with him..My skill still very lousy..Wanting to buy PSP but still confuse where to buy..I think i make that Charmaine angry me liao..But actually i miss her and wish to talk to her de..I going attachment soon in 1 month time..Very busy liao..Hardly to see a big group together to play and drink and bbq..Do i still have the chance to have fun with all of them?Just hope the oncoming months or years will be smooth..Everyone will be back again..Happy and laughter..Wish everything start new and fresh..Haix..1 yr after i think army calling me to go in for sure..I will miss everyone i know de..No more love..No more snooker..No more game..No more time..Only Guns and training..So bored and frastrated..Fail 1 subject le..1 more difficult subject to take exam..I cant afford to fail..I am really stress out..Everything not really smooth for the past few months..
1.Hope heng and me can be like last time very close..
2.Hope i can find someone i love..
3.Hope my grandma health will be good..
4.Hope my career will be smooth..
5.Hope my family will be heathly..
6.Hope all my friend will be ok..
7.Hope my cousins wont turn bad and study hard..
8.Hope everything above will come truth..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
