Wednesday, February 20, 2008
12:36 AM
Here to post..Yesterday went to changi airport..Meet up with someone..Talk to her..Hope she will stand up and change her thinking..She is someone cute..Pity for her..Why god so unfair to her..Haix..I was looking for the viewing plane place..Walk and walk in the end i found it..Believe in yourself and you can find it..1 year never contact her..But.....After that i watched the plane flew up the sky..My feeling very calm..This is my 2nd time there..Very rare for me to be there..When i am down i will be there..Memories of someone i love leave me..Haix..A peaceful place yet noisy and darkness to me..After that went home..On the train back i think and think till i fall asleep..I found myself back to the place..
This few days i never meet anyone..Locking myself at home and think..Mediate and sleep..Now i know what is everything all about..Maybe elaine words made me think also..No need to say much..All i have to say"There is still lots of things to change..I am not someone prefect..But i am someone that willing to change myself for the better..After listening to many friends,brother and my parents..I think its time i do something to myself.."There is many things in this world that is unexpected..When you want it to come it run away from u and when u are to give up it appear just infront of u..Now things are getting better..Hope one day my dream will come truth..
THE PLACE IS SO CALM..THAT IS WHERE I AM ALWAYS BEEN..NO ONE NO OTHERS ONLY JUST ME AND NATURE..HAIX..I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE SO CALM YET SO NOISY..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
