Tuesday, February 12, 2008
11:50 PM
5 days never post already..Pass my chinese new year with my cousins and relative this years..I thought i can celebrate with Weichao they all but too bad..They go where i last minute then know so cant join them..So much thing happened..Knowing what i have done wrong..Feeling bad for it..Regret what i have done..I have no right to talk..This few days i never meet up with my brothers..I am thinking of everything and the past happiness..Will it soon be my last..I hope i have a chance to save everything..Mind give me time to change..I tried to ask less..I tried to give less comment..Now i want to pass my driving test..Solve my doubt and hope i am forgiven by heng..When i have problem i will share with him..He will listen to me and talk to me..When i need help he will be there..When i am bored he will be the first to meet me up..BUT NOW..I lose him..I never knew this will happened..Now i have no one to tell my problems..I lost the fun we have together..Today i know something..Actually there is people think that i am fan..Haix..There is too much to change..I will try my best..I am feeling real sad and disappointed with myself..Why everything end up like this..What i am doing..Who am i..I am sorry..Can everyone give me a chance..I wish to be a better person..
Why want be to drop my power..No one support me..It is tough..I am really out of idea..I have try to stop asking things..I tried not to create any things for them to stress and tried to solve things myself..Please understand me..I fail to be a good friend or brother..I left bad impression now..All i am is to bring back trust..Why everything are against me..What can i do..I know i am fan..I heard from a girl and she told me someone told her that..I dont know her well yet and her impression of me isnt good i think..I really dont know how..I am sorry everyone..I really feel bad..
I am no one..Maybe there is someone to protect u and love u better then i do..I know i cannot made it..I have to forget about the thought in my mind..I wont have a relationship de..I have no where to go..Buai..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
