Sunday, February 3, 2008
11:05 PM
Here to blog..Never meet up with chao they all today..Feeling a bit weird..Yesterday also never post..Yesterday Sat went to school very blur and have headache..I still can smell the beer..1st feb i decided to talk to boris,lim xuan and heng..As for Chao and shan..Both understand me..I no need to talk much because they very stress already..2 person understand my problem already..Last one to go is heng but i know he wont get back to me so fast..
As i said..It is time for someone to leave..I will be away for the time being..I think it is best i leave first..I have said out all my things..Now is just the right time..Everyone could see heng to me on fri..I think i just no need to say much..
I make a mistake..I dont mean it..I tried to explain..I tried to give in..I tried to explain to all..I wan to help guishan and heng back de..Guishan i am sorry..I fail..My heart really wan to help u and heng back de but in the end i cause a big misunderstanding..At least now all neutral side are back..All are together again..Thats what i want to see..Chao i told u that night..6 is to 1..U carried heavy duty..Jiayou..I believe in you..Lim xuan you can do it de..I understand u now..I will remember what u told me..Boris thank for understanding me..Yong dont tired yourself too much..Can see that u are very hardworking..When we meet again i pass u the 5dollars..Heng i know what i said u will never understand me..To u i have done many wrong..I know i am in the wrong so i wont said anymore or give any reason to cover it..Gladys i think i cant play with beebee this few days liao..I miss beebee alot..Mable u ah..Cheer up ba..Never said there is no one..Anything dont keep in your heart for too long..It will only made u feel pain..I have tried the same way but in the end u are torturing yourself..BaoZhen stay happy k..Study hard is school..Next time anything happened then we talk 1 on1 again..Lucky u got absorb what everyone advise..Hope u and shan can together smoothly..Amelia sorry that i keep disturbing u with the photo thingy..I delete everything liao..Forgive me..
For time being i am not around..Brothers please take care..I will reflect on myself..Anything happened must update me k..Chaox wait for me..I just hope everyone to understand me..For all the problem and mistake i done..I am sorry..I never forgive myself..Take care all..Time to say good-bye..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
