Sunday, June 1, 2008
12:46 AM
Here to update..Just come home from my grandma house..See her leg hardly walk feel bad..She always treat me and my 2 cousin very good..Hope she can recover..Think of 1 person i know long ago..Just have to say it is a waste that they cant be together..Why let that guy stead with her..I know she wont love me so i want to help my cousin and keep pulling them together..In the end we both gain nothing..She is a good girl just hope she will take care of herself..Today also went for snooker with denise,pinheng and my cousin came to find me..Pinheng snooker and pool power la..I think i need train 1 more year then can play with him..My skill still very lousy..Wanting to buy PSP but still confuse where to buy..I think i make that Charmaine angry me liao..But actually i miss her and wish to talk to her de..I going attachment soon in 1 month time..Very busy liao..Hardly to see a big group together to play and drink and bbq..Do i still have the chance to have fun with all of them?Just hope the oncoming months or years will be smooth..Everyone will be back again..Happy and laughter..Wish everything start new and fresh..Haix..1 yr after i think army calling me to go in for sure..I will miss everyone i know de..No more love..No more snooker..No more game..No more time..Only Guns and training..So bored and frastrated..Fail 1 subject le..1 more difficult subject to take exam..I cant afford to fail..I am really stress out..Everything not really smooth for the past few months..
1.Hope heng and me can be like last time very close..
2.Hope i can find someone i love..
3.Hope my grandma health will be good..
4.Hope my career will be smooth..
5.Hope my family will be heathly..
6.Hope all my friend will be ok..
7.Hope my cousins wont turn bad and study hard..
8.Hope everything above will come truth..
=Meep0k= (Hell)
